UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH no fairrrrrrr!
I actually always put Matteney above my own needs (cos Matteney basically ARE my own needs and they make me happier than any other thing in the world) so I’d die to see them become canon!
But I always have a mental breakdown and want to sob whenever I read that someone has met Matthew. It’s like my #1 dream to meet him (up there close is meeting CC and obviously Matteney having sex).