Mixture of certain things. I don’t really want to go into it too much because mostly people disagree with me and judge me for thinking this way. But it’s just what I do and how I feel - it’s the same with Matthew. I am not one of those fans that immediately love everything their idols do. I try to support them whenever I can, of course! But I am entitled to have my own opinion and to disagree with some things they do. And when I don’t like certain things, I don’t hide it. Some things I feel are very stupid and I sometimes go: "Whoa, Isa, why are you feeling this way? You should not be feeling like this, it’s stupid!" - but I can’t help it. For example, I am happy that Courteney has found a new show with Cougar Town, but I tried watching it multiple times, and I just don’t find it funny. And it makes me sad, because I actually miss her on my tv screen. But I am not going to force myself to like something I do not find funny. So that’s that.
And that bit was mainly because I do not understand some things she’s pulling off. That doesn’t mean she’s wrong (because I am obviously in no position to judge about what is right or wrong, it is her life, duh).
The tags were referring to the JKL interview she did yesterday. I watched it this morning and I just noticed that she acts differently. I don’t really know how to describe it, but I miss the old Courteney. Every move seems a bit forced and she is laughing all the time, but it sounds like a fake laugh. The stories they talk about are very flat (don’t get me started on all the wine and party/vacation related topics; yawn!) - though that isn’t necessarily her fault since she doesn’t ask the questions. I don’t know what exactly it is, but it seems she hasn’t just changed her face a bit too much, but also there is something holding her back or changing her and I’m not too fond of it.